Welcome to an archive of my writing! A lot of this is crossposted elsewhere, because Lots Of Copies Keep Stuff Safe, as they say. When applicable, I'll provide a link to alternate reading venues (also, in case you want to leave a comment or kudos :3). The version here might be slightly different than the version elsewhere, as sometimes I make edits when crossposting; they shouldn't be HUGELY different, just cleaning up typos and awkward phrasings and dumb mistakes like having a character take their shirt off twice in a row, but the Neocities version is likely the "definitive" one.

Most of this is fanfiction, but there is a handful of original work which might increase, or not.

This archive includes a lot of explicit sexual content, marked with (!). As well, there's dark themes and disturbing material, and I've put (☣) next to the ones containing this kind of stuff (this includes on-page graphic violence, noncon/rape, torture, etc). There are warnings/descriptions for each fic but I can't cover everything, so read at your own risk!

I also have an archive on AO3, if you prefer the reading/categorization experience over there, and on Dreamwidth. Right now the same stuff is up on this website and Dreamwidth, all of which is a subset of my total fics on AO3. In the future, they might diverge a bit more, especially if I start posting snippets or more off-the-cuff writing on Dreamwidth directly.

Bloodborne

Summary: Arianna cannot resist doing a good deed, and no good deed in Yharnam goes unpunished.
About: For Nonconathon 2019. Noncon with Arianna as the victim, and it's pretty vicious and violent. Contains choking, lots of intoxicating blood, misogynist/slut-shaming insults, and a brief description of blood-drawing with a needle.

Summary: The Queen of the Vilebloods is unimpressed with the first hunter to cross her threshold in a hundred years.
About: Noncon, guro, snuff. I don't think this is 100% "lore-friendly" but I love Lady Maria's blood manipulation powers and the general visual of Frenzy where your blood just starts stabbing out of you in spikes. Since Lady Maria might have some connection to the Vilebloods, I wondered if Annalise might not be capable of something similar. My bias for the threaded cane is also probably obvious.

Final Fantasy I

Summary: Four heroes, each bearing a crystal, come to Coneria, and it goes about as well as you'd expect.
About: I was scared of the Gigas Worms as a kid, IDK.

Summary: A wizard makes a bargain with the sea.
About: For some round of FF Kiss Battle, a little bit of Lovecraftian corruption and tentacles. Maybe a little unfair to Black Mages everywhere.

Final Fantasy IV

Summary: A scientist always wants to solve a mystery, and there was nothing more mysterious than an archfiend.
About: Wildly, I think this was actually written based on someone else's request; honestly I wish I could take credit for the idea. Has some mad-science-y torture, some oblique sexual references, and a lot of worldbuilding.

Summary: Rydia has no need for human things, and especially human desire.
About: This was for one round of Porn Battle (RIP) and it got kinda weird, but I guess a sex scene involving a human and a sea serpent is always going to be weird. Soft vore-adjacent with some fearplay elements.

Summary: Being a monster inside AND out comes with a few unexpected drawbacks.
About: This is like, maybe the least asked-for fic of all time -- a deep dive into a very minor villain with a deeply repulsive psyche and ton of body horror. Primarily inspired by thinking too hard about his character design, which features snakes for arms. How much would that suck? It would suck a lot. Contains a lot of extremely graphic violence and gore and body horror, as well as non-graphically-described rape.

Summary: After a resounding defeat in Fabul, Cecil learns a little about what to fend off -- and what to let past his guard.
About: This is actually a rewrite of something I wrote like...probably 15 years ago at this point, if not more. Horrifying thought. The result is that it's five times as long and there's a lot more blood in it, which forms an embarrassingly accurate picture of my Hashtag Writing Journey. It's still very sappy. H/C, wound-bandaging, a lot of self-indulgent detail about how RPG mechanics work.

Final Fantasy V

Summary: Faris takes the siren prisoner to lead them out of the ship graveyard, but it hardly goes as planned.
About: Written for Femslash After Dark 2019. Dubcon with some mind manipulation and violence for spice, and it leans a little into the whole undead thing Siren has going on.

Final Fantasy XIV

Summary: Emmanellain de Fortemps falls to vice, and Honoroit catches him.
About: Dom/sub age gap romance; due to the progression of time Honoroit is probably older than he is in the game but still a teenager.

Summary: Going mad is tiring work, but the business of being a hero is more tiring still.
About: Written for Yuletide in 2015, back when Heavensward was the most current expansion and FFXIV was considered a small fandom. This doesn't fit with later info about Fray -- at the time I thought "Fray" was some sort of entity that appeared to all dark knights and not an actual specific person (I still kind of think this tbh). Features a female elezen WoL and thus, a female elezen Fray for some angsty selfcest.

Summary: There is a ghost haunting Fotemps Manor.
About: Sibling incest, from an outsider POV in the form of Honoroit. Some vaguely described sex and a lot of flowery language. Written for Chocolate Box 2020.

Summary: Zenos deigns to allow Asahi to touch him.
About: Contains murder, submission, some vomiting, and extremely inadvisable acts with a katana. Technically consensual but really fucked up.

Summary: Ardbert and Seto spend a night under the stars (sort of).
About: For Yesfest 2020, a xeno/monsterfucker first time fic featuring Ardbert and his best friend. This was written before there was any info about Ardbert and Seto's backstory, so there's a few details that might not quite fit. Seto is sentient obviously but isn't able to talk yet; instead of talking, there's a lot of nonverbal communication and cuddling and fluff.

Summary: Livia so rarely loses her temper.
About: For Nonconathon 2019. Probably some of the most violent guro I've ever written. Set during Minfilia's imprisonment at the end of ARR, and I'll just lay it out there: Livia fucks Minfilia with a gunblade in this one.

Summary: Alisaie is always an overachiever.
About: Set at the very end of 4.0, though maybe playing a little fast and loose with how active Alisaie can be with that injury. Fisting, and no it was not TOTALLY an excuse to use that tile (only a little bit an excuse).

Summary: Honoroit prepares for battle.
About: Gen fic going over some of Honoroit's feelings before and during the final battle with Nidhogg. Written basically right when Final Steps of Faith came out, so quite a while ago at this point. This grew pretty much directly out of me RPing Honoroit at the time, so a lot of the specifics of Emmanellain and Artoirel's characterization was inspired by my RP partners who played them, to whom I am eternally grateful. I also tried to lean heavily into portraying fear, an emotion I think video games tend to gloss over -- but of course, I always identify most with the characters who are scared of things. Canon-typical violence.

Summary: Carvallain commits one last sin as a Durendaire.
About: Written for Relationshipping 2021. A slight AU where Jannequinard's trip to Kugane goes a little less smoothly. Sibling incest where one party (it's Jannequinard, of course, lol) isn't fully aware of the blood relation. Carvallain and Jannequinard have kind of a nebulous relationship in canon -- there's some stuff that seems to suggest he's Carvallain's younger brother, but Jannequinard is also said to be Charlemend's nephew (making him and Carvallain cousins). I wanted them to be brothers here, though, so brothers they are (even if that doesn't seem to be the current intended interpretation). Background implied parental abuse, and implied past Rufin/Jannequinard.

Summary: Alisaie DOES make a passable pirate when she has a mind to.
About: Written for an exchange. Alisaie and Lyse fool around in an inn after a misadventure, roleplaying a bodice-ripper ravishment fantasy with Alisaie as a pirate and Lyse as a hapless maiden. I think I went overboard on the silly pirate talk, but maybe Alisaie would too. Also features bondage, knife hilts used as sex toys, and girls being dumb.

Summary: Emmanellain's transformation into a dragon comes with a few issues that he is ill-equipped to deal with...luckily, SOMEONE is looking out for him.
About: Written as a gift for a friend. Emmanellain turns into a dragon, goes into heat, Honoroit has an exciting time helping him out. Enormous dragon dicks, but no penetration. It's on the fluffy side -- Honoroit is sort of nebulously a teenager but its not a big focus, and it doesn't really lean into the dubcon territory of the whole heat trope. Also doesn't make sense with either the lore or timeline of the game, so. IDK just roll with it.

NieR:Automata

Summary: Upgrade Request FROM: No. 2 Type B REGARDING: [redacted]. Status: APPROVED.
About: For Nonconathon 2023. I have literally never stopped thinking about "Android Battle Fever", a unique emotion specific to YoRHa androids that they experience when committing acts of violence that was based on human sexuality and love. So, 2B cuts loose on 9S's deactivated body. Existentially I think this is actually closer to somno than necro (9S will just get downloaded into another body), but it gets pretty violent and gory. Robot physiology, blurred lines between sex and violence, gruesome and erotic acts with a broken android that is at least like, corpse-adjacent. Title is from one of the weapon stories that I always thought alluded to 9S and 2B's relationship.

Original Work

Summary: A roving ghoul with vengeance on her mind. A necromancer just a little too enchanted with her morbid trade. And maybe, just maybe, a chance to feel alive again.
About: Original fiction written as a gift for someone on AO3, for their prompt of "Female Zombie/Female Necromancer". Technically this was about pre-existing OCs of mine (which I predictably haven't done much with outside of this). Unfortunately, I have no idea who I wrote it for -- sadly, a harassment situation compelled them to reject a bunch of their gifts to prevent people going after the writers of them by association. Wherever they are, I hope they're doing okay. This one gets a little gross/gory in descriptions but the tone is pretty lighthearted. There's some light cannibalism and some danger kink.

Castlevania: Symphony of the Night

Summary: Before he learns to be human, Dracula's son must learn to be a vampire
About: Written for Yuletide 2017. For the record, this has nothing to do with the Netflix Castlevania cartoon, and honestly I'm not sure if it neatly fits with the wider Castlevania "game canon" either. I'm more interested in individual games than any overarching lore, and Symphony of the Night is one of the all-time greats. Contains some blood and general gothic spookiness but nothing more graphic than what's in the game.

Overwatch

Summary: Omnics aren't quite like humans, but honestly? That makes even the simplest of encounters that much more exciting.
About: Basically I just had this mental image of robot sex -- "face-fucking" but just incredibly literal -- and had to get it on paper. Fluffy, heavy on the robot kink.

Johannes Cabal series

Summary: A brief moment between two monsters in a crypt.
About: Missing scene, supernatural-instinct-driven (largely) unrequited incest feelings. Sexy but no explicit sex, just vampire biting.

Summary: Helping Johannes with his university thesis involves a little more than just making a sympathetic pot of tea.
About: Exactly 666 words, because I thought that was funny. "Asenat" is a Biblical Egyptian name but I'm pretty sure the intended reference was actually "The Thing on the Doostrep" by H.P. Lovecraft.